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Hes always been a little cold .i see our mc has been the one to warm him up(the reference even in The lube lol) i mean its his first time its facts its gonna hurt. the way he words it is quite matter a fact, and can be rude to some but ifs true. u can tell theres something going on internally with him while hes doing it ,its making his feelings that he held nice and locked surface. well they were never really tightly locked as that is why ML is frustrated u can say even mad that Mc cant see and wont except him .Still hes also being self centered (as he will be until i feel he realizes his feelings or that he truly cant be without mc) that life dealt blows to both sides not only him and there was alot of stuff Mc had to deal with that will valid why he pulled back after all the miscommunication regarding that brother.
Not saying his personality isnt shitty at times but theres things to work on. Remember both dont know each others feeling yet in ML’s mind Mc is acting as his fuck buddy(tho he wants more) in mc’s mind hes doing it cus he cares and thinks thats the only way ML will sty focus on him. Seems in the next chapter there will take it a bit slower in prep.(doesnt mean there wasnt just a rather cold matter a fact way) even tho our MC is a bit more expressive he is still cold too as he isnt direct why he is grasping on to our ML too