i have a scar on my left pinky from having it smashed between a rock and a kayak.
For context my dad just got kayaks and we were in our pool (yes it was too small for them to do much) paddling around. It was my brother my friend and I and I guess I held on to the side of the kayak to not get tipped because they were causing waves? I don't remember...... reply
Idk why I'm suddenly thinking of this, but I'm curious if anyone else has felt this way. When I get close to someone enough, I want to touch them not sexually but I want to poke and prod and caress and smack and push and pull, it's kind of a problem I can break boundaries if I wasn't cognizant of myself. I used to just hit people all the time when I was a little kid, obviously I would get in trouble but I never felt guilty, its just a super strong urge. It's similar to cuteness aggression I guess, though I've felt that separately. I'm also not a sadist I don't think. So i'm jus curious if any other of u freaks love to bother people you're super close with.