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i feek really uneasy from hiiragi's actions
as far as i understand now hiiragi was somewhat in love with yuki and we could say that he was also somehow responsible for yuki's death, now i feel like he has found a part o yuki in ueyonama and he's repeating the same mistake
i feel like he's pushing mafuyu to a dead end and i really hate that

I can never get used to "Ok,Okay"in historical manhwas

It was such a sad yet peaceful night the sky was full of stars and the moon was very clear yet gives such a sorrowful feeling under the night sky were two people drinking their sorrow away and lost and thoughts that seems to be endless and a memories that can never came back again under that overbearing yet calm silence Haragan looked at hwee-un that seems like his soul left his body for a long ago and seemed like he was just la a living doll that should just live wainting for something haragan always felt like this whenever he looked at hwee-un eyes..
Haragan finally mastred his courage and decided to ask hwee-un
Haragan: are you thinking about him again
Hwee-un upon hearing those words snap to reality from his thoughts and stared blankly at haragan he didn’t seem to quite understand the meaning behind his words; once again haragan asked again but clearly this time “ I mean are you thinking about the person who rejects you again you always seemed to think your lover and wear such a sad look and your face so I assumed that you were rejected by him”
Hwee un smiled a light sad smile that could break one’s heart if they saw it and then turned again to face the moon he then opened his mouth that still wear that heartbroken smile with a pair of despair-earnest-eyes “I wasn’t rejected I was the one who rejected him”
When haragan heard these words he was completely shocked “what.. what do you mean you rejcted him Soha I mean you look heartbroken more like you were the who’s been rejected” haragan couldn’t understand after a long silence hwee un spoke again “the most thing I regret in my life was rejecting him but I couldn’t help it because I was too burdened back then..”he then looked at haragan with teary broken eyes and said “do you know how I wished to say ‘yes of course’ when proposed to me do you know how hard it was to hold back my tears and speak the words that broke the both of us…. And the last battle that was supposed to be the end of our sufferings and my ten years burden I met my end before I could tell him how much I love and care about him and how crazy he drive me, I met my end and only hoped to die in his hands in the next life ….”