Everyone's having their own side to either characters but i believe both of them are mentally fucked up. i mean how could he be absolutely obsessive over a man he had an eye to eye with for one second and sasya being detached to karel in the early chapters but all of a sudden he's so clingy when they reunited? they didn't even explain his bdp disorder much further, and much reluctant to karel's demeanor. the lack of CLEAR storytelling is making the potential trash. throughout reading this, i would just be baffled and confused because their actions are contradicting to what they're saying???
I just dont get ittt, stopped reading at ch. 76. everything up until the end felt pointless
I wish they showed more of Ido's suffering after Seijin died because that would've been hella satisfying. And also maybe when he was given a second chance—like what was his reaction when he had to relive every second? I want to know his POV sooooo baddddd. Wish there was a sequel of just his POV, I can't imagine the hurt he was going thru after knowing the truth











ending was totally plain, idek what to think abt