I’m not really into the “I’m just using him” and the “I’m deeply in love with him” duo. It really makes me feel bad. Yearning is fun and all but I like it more when the other is oblivious, not a dickhead. I really hope it stops soon.. especially since it’s so obvious the only reason he’s hanging out with him is just to butter him up. :/
and the worst part is su ha won’t even care. It’ll work and He’ll end up rewarding this using behavior! Ugh just not my thing. But I’m staying for the art!:)
I literally just don’t. This whole thing is ridiculous. He knows hunter wants him… yet still dips. So fucking selfish. Self fulfilling prophecy. Self sabotage… ALL SELF. It’s not even about hunters happiness atp… you know you’ll also be happy WITH him.. sooooooo literally why?
Stupid ass writing, nonsensical, ridiculous and I’m pissed. With that being said, I’m lining up for season 3 because why wouldn’t I lol
Idk man...it actually is pretty realistic and makes a lot of sense in the context of Yujin's deeply traumatized yet untreated ass the man has literally showed throughout this whole story that he has gone through life relying on unhealthy, self-sabotaging, avoidant coping mechanisms (i.e. sex addiction, aimlessness, fear of commitment) combined with his low self-worth (a common result of childhood abuse/neglect), which is why he was just now barely becoming able to accept Aaron's love....so it makes sense that his avoidance would kick in cause his coping mechanisms are subconsciously-developed trauma responses that attempt to "protect" yourself
Ngl when those kick in, you kinda lose the ability to think rationally and it's mostly a conditioned response that's hard to stop (something about the primitive brain taking over in survival mode cause you're triggered and stressed the f out, according to my therapist lol) your brain is just triggered to do what it's been wired "incorrectly" to do to "protect " YOU and you can't really think of anything/anyone else :/....
This is why i believe you can't truly love someone right until you learn to love yourself (and get better mental health) but yujin is far from that
You’re right, and the reason I’m so upset with him is because all he’s doing is hurting himself and Aaron. I want them to be happy, which is why I was so frustrated. But the root issue is a learned response, and I can’t truly blame him due to his upbringing.
Love yourself first. That is a very true thing. He’s not ready.
Thank you for taking the time to respond
Totallyyy... I mean people can def overcome their circumstances and start being able to make better choices (and hopefully Yujin will eventually
This avoidance is so relatable to me that it’s kind of strange seeing it portrayed so well (based on my own experience). Like, I don’t want to be difficult but I’m being difficult by convincing you to leave because I’m difficult.
Love this. The only thing I hate is the constant yelling. It’s perfectly reasonable for him to be mad about the drenching in scent thing, but Jesus Christ is the constant anger annoying to read T.T I hope he has more emotions than just 90% anger but it’s fine if not. The story is still good
I don’t like that he acts like a kid… it’s weird to me and i always hate it in these but it’s not the end of the world I’ll just keep reading the plot is alright
real! it's not that annoying now, but if it continues it will drive me insane
yeah i feel the exact same way. i’m glad im not alone although most would disagree and are into that kind of thing. That drunk scene though T.T;
Ohh… I didn’t think of it that way. I was thinking he was super shy around his crush and turns into a complete mess around him. Because previous chapters he takes perfectly good care of himself, smart, and was cussing the seniors out lol.
I’m not sure if I can agree, me and him are the same age and I kinda act the same way with my crush. It’s very innocent, i can relate a lot to his character. I wouldn’t say he’s acting like a kid though.
He only acts cute and childish with dohyun lol bc he loves him , he's actually quite badass or indifferent around the others.
Guys i’m only talking about when he’s drunk every other time he’s normal but it’s weird when he’s drunk and acting childish because he’s also being sexual
This shit is so pathetic, on both ends. This gotta be the saddest most self deprecating thing i’ve ever read
This story has made me very sad and is more of a horror than romance. Whether agreed or not, I’m scared for this poor doctor and have no other hope but for him to make it out alive..
At first I LOVEED it. But now.. i’m just a tad confused. Instead, i’m just going to make my own ending and just stop reading here ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Truly an incredibly beautiful story. Never have i cried so much over a BL! The authors talent is unmatched. Hope to find others that bring as much joy as this one did. Definitely Top BLs i’ve ever read.
spoiler
it starts with the top doing it with someone else while the other one is watching, that must be the other main character? is there a lot of them having sex with other ppl? sorry to ask but I backed out the moment I saw that cause it seems like a story I would not enjoy, that's why i'ma asking
It changes! It becomes something very meaningful. I relate because in the beginning I felt the exact same way, the comments were the reason I kept going and I’m glad I did. I recommend. It’s definitely a tear jerker towards the end and it personally kept me well entertained (I tend to not complete a lot of these).
Am I crazy? I can’t get past 25 because the panels are broken up… it feels like I’m missing so much context