Not saying that im in a better place now but my mental health back then really had me clawing my own skin and i can understand his relapse so well. I fear the me now has gone too numb for anything and im just waiting to carry out my suicide lol. I think the me back then (yaharu) didnt have the courage to carry out the suicide but i feel like even if jun appeared in front of me irl i still would choose to die just cause i dont really have any plans for living lol ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ its like ive made peace with my own symptoms because im never getting out and i dont feel like climbing up the hole that ive dug for so many years cause its too much effort
Reading this is so not good for my blood pressure and hair cause im gonna be bald from pulling my hair bruh i havent felt this frustrated (anger kind not the sexual kind) for a while when reading but this one takes the cake. The amount of freaking plot blurriness and unnecessary things just keeps on piling and the way these two never freaking voiced out their trauma brah yall should get new lovers who treat yall right istg i already had an inkling that jo guy have some sort of sexual trauma and voila BUT STILL TO FREAKING ORDER ANOTHER MAN TO HAVE SEX WITH YOUR FUCKING LOVER IS NOT IT WTF and giheon is not any better honestly boy stop hurting yourself with your delusions. At this point just break up and give us the chasing arc cause this is taking too long. How much disrespect are you going to let him do to you omg sighhhhhhhh anyway maybe ill come back maybe i wont, ill come back when these two finally get their head in the game (if i still remember this shit tbh)










My fav bl manga of all time is finally coming to an end im not sad at all bruh