arahbella

i know this is byuls story, but its getting a little ridiculous how much of a back seat dojin and hyseung are taking in their sons life. im happy that heesoo talked to byul cause i've been thinking this whole time that just talking to an adult in his life would help but like,,,, dojin literally used to exclusively date alphas (and betas), he could help so much, and hyesung could help because he knows what its like to date a (stubborn) alpha
idk, i get that byul is at an age where he just wants to push away his parents but surely dojin and hyesung would notice something is happening by now
lowkey it feels like luna was written in just so there was an excuse for how distracted they are from byuls problems

i officially have no patience for siwoo anymore
he has made all these decisions on his own with absolutely no consideration of how byul feels, deciding by himself that a relationship between them wouldnt work, without even giving it a go and purposely hurting byul in the process to make a point
he's such a loser too. he put byul on a pedestal and he himself made the choice to distance himself from byul because he can't get over himself and wants to throw a pity party. and deciding to distance himself but then choosing to go to the same school? saying he's going to move countries to get away from byul but then constantly choosing to stay by byuls side. he couldve just said kissing byul the first time was a mistake. he didnt have to kiss him again, he couldve just not gone behind the school with byul.
this whole time he could've been friends with byul, because obviously byul is capable of staying friends with people he knew as a kid. but instead he puts byul on a pedestal, decides he's not good enough for him, distances himself. literally what was byul meant to do about any of this.
siwoo seriously needs to get over himself.