No amount of his feelings can fix the things he has done to mc in first arcs it seems that in manhwa the thin line between consent and non consent always seem to blur no matter how attractive he is ..what he had done cannot be accepted and he seems to have no shame or guilt at all that's what I hate about him...he had kept pushing mc to get physical with him and mc being his being his let go personality always went along with whatever he did
(Hii, srry I wrote a lot oops, it kinda became a long ramble)
But yeah I noticed that the manhwa toned down the sa/rape down quite a lot. The novel however, doesn’t tone it down at all, Taeui expresses his hatred pretty well and the author doesn’t romanticize it and addresses how much Taeui despises Ilay for doing what he’s done to him.
It’s slightly complex however, Ilay is supposed to be a psychopath. Psychopaths don’t feel empathy and have any morals. So he’s meant to be like that. Also Ilay will not have a redemption arc, he will stay like this throughout the story to other people, but the way he treats taeui changes.
This makes sense to me personally, cause a crazy dude like him wouldn’t change himself just from falling in love, and even the way he expresses love is crazy and controlling.
And unfortunately for some scenes Taeui kinda has no choice but to obey him cause of the “life or death” situations, and that’s what makes this story a dark romance genre, along with Ilays tendencies to kill without mercy.
Taeui, being a lil bit special himself tho he is still intrigued by Ilays personality when he’s not “crazy rick.” And it’s a big part of the reason why he’s starting to catch feelings for the “human” side of Ilay.
They won’t be romantic with each other till the Diaphonic symphonia and Suite tho so the next chapters are going to be rough showcasing Ilays craziness and obsession. And ofc during these scenes there is absolutely no way you can defend Ilay, he’s an absolute POS.
It's great to know the point of someone who read novel honestly honestly my friend who is like an older sister to me introduced this manhwa to me it was a big hit that time and still is yet despite the hype i still can't digest the way things go in this manhwa as much as i pity the mc at the same time i find him quite dumb to end up liking him despite everything (ofcourse from manhwa perspective) i mean.... honestly when i made the post i was expecting quite a lot harsh comments and things like that since people seem to have a kink for defending characters like him a lot here yet somehow it turned the other way around which is quite suprising
This cover is so disturbing i have read it a little and with my whole heart i dispise this manhwa no amount of redemption or not redemption can justify this shit the author needs mental help and this should be banned
Full disclosure, I AM a fan and I don’t agree with censorship laws being enforced over fictional content that isn’t using the likeness of real human beings, but I’m pretty sure in Korea the only stuff that you can’t post on these R18 sites is underage shit. Even the most violent and gratuitous rape is okay as long as everyone is an adult.









I think the author seem to have a type of making women look bit like a minor i just noticed in both mahwas i know she is legal in both mahwas yet the art is just like that it almost reminds me of the highschool japasene porns where massure fucks the girls