I've been looking for this yaoi where a group of friends find their friend film (with his ex-gf while she f*ck him with a strap-on) by accident and then he told them that he can't cum normally anymore after breaking up with her...does anyone know that yaoi? Plz help...
Bero Bero Yuru Yuru Tanoshii Sex (Yaoi)???
There's this guy I've known for about a year now, we've made out a few times and went out about 10-15 times in total. At first it was great, but after a while he started losing interest in me (or so I thought) and we talked and saw each other less and less. When we saw each other this spring we concluded that we simply wanted different things- I wanted a relationship and he just wanted us to be friends with benefits, so nothing happened between us.
We didn't see each other for a while after that and just kinda lost touch, but in August decided to meet up once again. I was really happy and excited to see him, for I believed that this could only mean that he has thought things through and was finally ready to be in a relationship with me. To my surprise that was not the case. He pretty much just said that he wanted to hang out. I felt so angry at him for calling me out of nowhere to 'just hang out', that I told him never to call me without a serious reason ever again. I told him that he has no feelings for me and that he is just wasting my time and hurting me. As we were about to part ways I said that this is probably the last time we will ever see each other and wished him the best of luck.
At that point he suddenly changed his tune, telling me how he did have feelings for me and how this cannot be the last time we see each other. He told me to wait until October and then he will let me know if he could be in a relationship with me. I protested this silly request for a while saying that nothing can possibly change in a few months and how he would only be torturing me more, but he told me even though I lost all my patience for him, to find some 'divine patience' within me and wait until then. He said at one point that if he doesn't call me in October he never will again...
It is now Oct 22nd and still no word from him, I'm pretty sure he won't call and I feel so sad and betrayed...Most of all I feel angry at myself for giving someone so much power over me and for trusting him so much. I've been thinking about him for all these months and spent the whole October waiting for his call. It really was torture as I truly like this person, it feels like such a stab in the heart.
How do I get over such disappointment and pick myself back up now? How should I even feel about the whole situation and him as a person? He could've at least sent me a text by now to say sorry, don't wait for me....
When you're in love you do things that are irrational and stupid, it happens to all of us. I don't think you chose wrong when you waited for him, who knows what could have happened. And even if you hadn't waited for him there's no guarantee that you would've found someone new during that time. But yeah, it seems that you did fall for a selfish idiot so don't beat yourself up too hard about it. Have some time for yourself, enjoy life and look forward to new encounters!
Take your story and write it into a good BL (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I know you're a girl, but still. This sounds like a pretty typical BL plot XD
He'll arrive at the MCs house on the last day of October, disguised in a Halloween costume, ready to finally profess the truth it took him months to come to terms with: that he loves MC, another man. He'll fall to his knees weeping over the lost time and the fears he allowed to hold him back, and finally profess his love.
You waited long enough and it's time to let it go. I have done things "for love" that in hindsight I would not do now.This guy may or may not be hiding something. at this point even if he shows I would be leery at getting into anything with a hot/cold runner. you would not be posting this if you did not feel that some thing was a bit not right.He is still acting like a teen.
Omg this chapter is like medicine for my heart :)))