Do you know the BL that is A bout a Number one top Actor. But a new person comes in and takes the number one spot. The new guy likes him a lot. And it's kind of about How the old top Actor the main character it learns to love better i guess. Idk but I swear its on here just don't remember the name (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 HELP
It's called: Before we knew it
Apparently, it's about the main character who wants to experience love for the 1st time, but it is a roller coaster because the person she wants to share it with is not ready for that... I just heard it for a recommendation to read because it's perfect, but I cannot find it so anyone can help; that would be great. THANK YOU
It's crazy how many ways women say no but unless you inflict physical harm upon them is only when they think about stopping. I had my first experience like this and unless I Inflicted harm he would not stop But This does not help if you have a freeze response. But yeah this story was triggering and one of the reasons I don't read straight smut. Too triggering!
I'm sorry for what happened to you