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HappyHellandHeaven June 5, 2026 4:55 pm

Been reading BL for more than 10 years never thought the day would happen again when a story makes my heart feel fulfilled like this one.

No unnecessary drama from 3rd person, or someone jump in and say broke up, or the world say they should break up. Just 2 individuals, coming of age, improving themselves through their meeting of the other, wanting to be BETTER for the other, understand themselves and the other and together they moved forward.
Neither side is left behind or feel like they are left out from this story. I love how the autheor balance out both each of their own struggle and POV. How the author help us see the beauty, the strength lie in each of them, their insecurities, their warm, they strength.

The way Fujinara can see how strong and capable Keito is despite having to grow up in a world not made for him, yet he still keeps his heart so strong and positive.
Keito see the best of Fujinara and wants him to feel it, how talented and kind and expressive he is in communicating and how he doesn't give up for him.

I love them both and looking forward for more from this story. I wonder how they will balance out their career and their love, how they learn more and try more to synchronise with the other, and how they both will become the other strength in their future too.

It's lovely to see a story drive by the daily struggle of two lives not just regular love drama. This is why I love Japanese BL, they not only dive into these slice of life, but each panel where the character express themselves, you can see it's so so so mesmerizing. The shade, the way the character express through their eyes. My god, it takes so much skills to do that.

    lala June 8, 2026 6:13 am

    i love this comment so much, it puts all i felt while reading this into words! would you happen to know anything else that gives a similar vibe?

HappyHellandHeaven June 5, 2026 4:57 am

Everytime I read this, I have no saying, just feel, this is so peak, a perfect blend of Eroguro, of deep psychology cut, but also sex.
The obsession, the madness, the pure love, the darkness. Every chapter was a well-paced, story is well told, the change in characters were well drawn.
Maybe one day the cursed will end when the next demon no longer obsessed with the one he wants to surpass, but that makes no sense consider if there is no strong obsession that demon can not become stronger than the duke. Yet that means the next one will keep getting harder and harder to be challenged. An endless loop that pains the later.

May be when both demons want to really love and stay be each other side eternally shall the cursed end, but at that point, are they really demons or human projection? There will be more M, more J, more innitials, but I love M and J, they are different from J and Warld, I feel like, there is a sort of love happened between them, and just like many humans, love is a demon downfall, one looks for it, one learnt from it the hardest way.

Someday I hope I get to read more of this sort of story. Beautifully drawn and written. It's different and it's great.

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HappyHellandHeaven April 16, 2026 5:03 pm

Hi guys, please recommend me any BL with switch couples, as long as it is not related to cheating, I can read all.
Really need some good switch stories right now. Thank you!

HappyHellandHeaven May 31, 2025 12:51 pm

Guys I am desperate for Dom/Sub verse, please give me any Dom/Sub verse Yaoi manga that you know, I don't mind whether it's good or bad in your book, I can handle twisted themes or toxic themes just fine, I just really need some Dom/Sub verse right now. Thank you!

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