I wanted to read this to the end, but at this point there is no end. I am tired. Nothing makes sense anymore, and it’s just dragging. For the first time ever, I am dropping a story. Good luck everyone who is still here fighting, I have lost this battle.
Omg, I tried, I really tried. Imma quit too cuz its clearly not gonna end now after me seeing chapter 154. Like is it that difficult for an author to just end it off and say the words "THE EFFING END". They freaking started a whole new unhappy arc.
SORRY GURL IT TURNS OUT I DONT GOT THE WILLPOWER IN ME TO KEEP UP WITH THIS ANYMORE, SORRY YOUR POWER YOU SENT TO ME IS GOING TO WASTE (/TДT)/
So, I was looking at the spread, and considering the question Anya asked was about forming a friendship with Damien, this looks like it was the Compatiblity Relationship Spread. There are different meanings on this spread form, but I am mostly going off of what Anya was inquring about.
1st card is Anya's Desire
Death:
This card usually represents the end of one cycle and the beginning of a next, so I would assume it means that Anya is looking for a change in the relationship between her and Damien and is hoping that their time of not getting along would stop and they can finally become friends.
2nd card is Damien's Desire
Ten of Pentacles:
This card represents the final results of hard work, so in his case. He is more concern with working hard and making his father proud of him. He wants his father to recongize him and also show that he can be everything his father expects and more, so since this is coming out in the spread, it could mean that in order to gain friendship, Anya might need to appeal to this side of Damien and show him support and let him know that he's doing well even if his father doesn't say anything. She kind of did that by saying that his mom loves him, so she is going through that step in reaching his desire.
3rd card is the Theme of this relatonship
Three of Heats:
This card represents a breakup or betryal, it usually means heartache for a lack of better words. So considering it's position, I would say that this is saying that the main theme of their relationship together is one of a lot of going back a forth like a rollercoaster. Kind of like the hot and cold type of relationship. More than likely because what Damien is feeling is pretty geninue in him liking Anya and also him apperciating, despite not showing, those moments where she says nice things and actually makes him feel good. In Anya's case, she just sees this as a mission and I think she's too young to realize that trying to be someone's friend without truly caring can really hurt someone's feelings, especially if everything about the Forger family comes to light some day. So this particular relationship is one of heartache if not treated correctly.
4th card is The Challange
Four of Cups:
This card usually means that someone is longing for something more. In other words, the way life is at the moment isn't enough, they want more and they are craving for their life to not be stagnet anymore. If I had to guess this is probably about Damien and how he craves love from his family. He is a rich kid, and in everyone's eyes he wants for nothing. He's talented, smart, rich, what more could he want in life when he seems to have it all. In reality he is miserable, all the money in the world can't give him what he wants which is his family's love. That is the challenge in this relationship, is Anya possibly helping him gain what he truly desires.
5th card is the Emotional Compatiblity
Ace of Cups Reversed:
This card usually represents the overflowing feeling of love and positivity, but in the reversed position, it means that there are too much distraction for love to flow. It's become stagnet and things are not moving as they should. So in this situation, I would say that their compatibility at this moment is not very good, but if they can focus on what's infront of them and not the world around, then they can be pretty compatible.
6th card is Physical Compatiblity
The Star Reversed:
The star talks about divinity and being of a high union, but since it's reversed it actually means being clumsy, which in this case they are kids and yeah if we see how they act with each other they are pretty clumsy in how they react and handle situations.
7th card is Mental Compatiblity
Three of Wands Reversed:
It means balanced that makes you feel more optomistic but it's reversed, so there is a lot of negative thoughts here. Which once again makes sense, he may like her, but won't admit it to himself or anyone, and she doesn't understand he likes her and has a tedency of misunderstanding things.
That is the reading I got. Thank you if you read all that lol
I really want Lonnie to be the ML, I think they compliment each other so well. The ML is probably Claude from the way things are going. I hope it’s not but I never get the ML I want in these stories lol
Okay hold on that sent before I finished oops lol... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
What I meant to say is Lonnie is also a great ML but with Melody's character and her past and everything Claude feels like a better fit for the sole reason that he's smart enough to notice all the smaller tells of how Melody's ACTUALLY feeling rather than the facade she tries to keep up
Meanwhile Melody compliments Claude in that she doesn't stand for his bs and straight up tells it as it is with him rather than being super cautious around him and all
Just bc of those i thing the Claude Melody ship is nice with Lonnie being more of a best friend.... but again this is just imo so to each their own (⌒▽⌒)










Glad they cleared up the confusion of a deadly disease being different in this world. Makes perfect sense. I wonder how she caught it. I am genuinely curious. Just glad that when she coughs she doesn’t risk getting others sick.
Definitely feels like the father got her sick on purpose