pls be so fr n recognize all the things tj did to ian just to keep him at his side..his desire to get to the top completely blinded him and he foolishly convinced himself that it was all for their future while in the same breath, had never once stopped and considered how ian felt or asking him what he wanted or needed!!/! litwally does anyone remember how ian was in so deep that he tried (or thought of) committing while in the gang.. mindlessly killing, doing dirty work, no actual goals, he felt and was so alone. tj had completely tossed him aside bc he was too busy climbing up the ranks. tj finally decided to stand up after SO long and go after ian and only bc ian was leaving like.. ian getting shot in the process protecting tj shows that staying in that life could’ve killed them. i would’ve loved seeinf ian heal and grow on his own but all thay is said and done. i rly hope we get chapters showing some actual growth AND LOVE bc
some things seem to have been left untouched for now also notice how ian alrbeen knew what they actually needed and worked his ass off for it ian u truly deserve everything warm and sweet im crying









so nodeok thinks they’re funny..