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but seriously, thank goodness this chapter wasn't what i was expecting
((((i thought someone was going to break into Juhyeok's room or something... glad it didn't happen fr))))
I really wanted that to happen tbh I needed more drama
You're crazy to think that
......what.....
:P
all i know is that the scene was completely unnecessary - and it went on for too long + the fact that the two of them (Sunjeong & Seongheon) had s3x right there after everything - disgusted me tbh ☠
not to mention Seok (“grey guy”) - who i thought would have a more “friendly/nice” relationship with the MC - not an (apparent) obsession with him ☠ ngl at first, i thought he was a ghost / “hidden persona” or something - of the MC. But when it showed that he was actually THERE and that he usually watched Sunjeong during his “work” - i was shocked lol
i started reading because i thought the beginning was kinda cute, but it surprised me (negatively LMAO) - honestly? for >>>me<<<, this is a real mess, but i'll see how far this goes ig
I mean can you blame seok for this behaviour? I totally understand because I was also weirded out by his actions but lowkey if I were him i could understand why he is so obsessed with a person that kind of keeps him alive
i agree. it repulsed me actually i might drop this
also the fact that the author made the mc “like it” and how he’s seemingly not traumatized at all (obviously people irl react to those situations differently but like cmon)
????? yes????? of course, i can?? this does not exempt him from any mistakes he may make ☠
ik i can't blame him for supposedly >>>“liking”<<< the person who helps and supports him the most - this is considered normal even
+ BUT >>“obsession”<< is a whole different story – and it’s never healthy. Even more so for someone like him, who was apparently @būs3d, marked by someone he CLEARLY did NOT want to and fighting against it...he needs HELP before anything else :(
Seok clearly doesn't have the psychological strength for this, and this “obsession” could hurt not only HIM, but also someone important to him (Sunjeong)
YEEEEEEEESSS fr EXACTLY!!!!
although it may (perhaps irdk ☠) have been a (failed ☠) attempt to criticize “how unfair the A/B/O society can be to omegas” + show “how Sunjeong's psyche is affected by his environment” and stuff
>>i<< still think most of the scenes (especially the @būs3 - and the way it was prolonged and kinda romanticized) completely unnecessary :|
+ the way it was portrayed makes it seem as if the MC was “having fun” with it...
(& completely trivialized throughout the chap. - like, wtf he was just drμgg3d, @bus3d, almost d13d - and seconds later he's already having s3× again + the same place??? wth, this sh1 it's a mess ☠)
it could be a "trauma response" but presented by the author in a very sloppy manner
do what's best for your health, sis
maybe i'll keep reading it - just to see how far this mess goes