So it’s about two guys where one with black hair is always second in high school and the other with blond hair always first without doing anything. They grow up separately and the blond guy is an artist but he mad a bad buzz by mess up one of his creation (don’t really remember well) and so the black hair guy took this to see him fall because he is obsessed and became a journalist to add and see his downfall
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/checkmate_1/
This one, perhaps?
Just read the 5 first chap and I wan to throw up bc wdym he is looking like that with per et eyes, the oldest really takes advantage knowing the youngest has feeling for him
If the trope was he felt first and he felt harder okay why not but this one is not and making me uncomfortable