i remember it was fantasy historical kind of and there was an age gap- the older one was like a magician/wizard and the taught/protected the younger one who is like a royal. I think there was a scene where the younger one cried because the older one sacrificed themself to save them from a curse or poison??
please help ┗( T﹏T )┛
this one maybe?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_evil_lady_will_change/

I need help finding this BL, i remember that the mc has an abusive father whose like a doctor and is very strict about grades, he would lock mc in the bathroom for hours. the mc self harms himself.
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https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/only_kind_to_me/
omg yes tysmm!!
I think I know what you’re talking about but idk I think it was high school life but the ml dropped out or something and they would only see each other occasionally were growing really far apart before I dropped it sorry lol
Omg I’ve been looking for this