So i usually like to add pictures but i have over 32 recs so ˙◠˙
The super crazy sick and twisted recs:
Ore, higaisha (short stories with everything you asked for, tw: ch.4 is centered around child abuse)
Two in Six Billion (suicidal ideation)
Dear, my god (short stories, my fav is the priest x cult member, suicidal ideation, lack of self worth......