So I read it in one go now (I thought it was finished so yeah time to suffer...) and men, it started of depressing, but it was also refreshing with they open communication, I thought they are bonding over how well they can understand each other. But now it went soooo dark omg. I still like it a lot, writing is very good, I can see what author is trying to tell with the story, I see that traumas are catching up to them, and they will need to overcome it together, but hahaha I really thought its like ye, sad story, but it's kinda sweet and it will only get sweeter and everyone will be happy and its so dark now hahaha XDDD
1. If he only read the diary, I'm so mad.
2. Is uke gonna die once he turns 29? XDDD
Before dying black uke (xD) send main uke his belongings and there was his diary. But uke didn't read it and he throw it away. Later on seme was asking him if perhaps he didn't get the diary, but he lied that he never saw it. And since seme is super sketchy and keeps on lying it seems like there could be a clue inside the diary why black uke died.
About 29: main uke is 28, seme first fiance and black uke died at 29 xD
He didn't throw it he kept him with him in his apartment seme found it one time and burnt those letters friend wrote and everything uke never gets to know anything, uke is not bad his life was enough struggling due to his father and career related issues and fuckin around too that he never look back at those letters. And forgot about them later on








I honestly don't understand it anymore. I really felt that in season 1 Nanjo had feelings for Mok, but now he is so cruel to him. Before this chapter I was thinking that once Nanjo see Mok's beaten up face, while crying and saying he have real feelings for him, he will actually be able to forgive him and they would move on slowly. But wow there is legit no reaction to that, he seems to not care about him at all. And the obsession with the twink is something I never understood so that just didn't change. Ahhh my heart hurts for Mok, it feels like Nanjo broke my heart too