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I don't hate any characters here. I understand that everyone has their painful scars and dark sides and need time to heal. But manhwa is not life, it has limited chapters/volumes. There're only 3 chapters left so I will sit and see how Fargo turns this bad written story into a good one (till now nearly no Hyesung's character development whatsoever, just description about his issues) - that is if she wants to do that at all : ))

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Maybe I am the only one who thinks the uke in this manga IS really strong and mature : )))
doesn't need another love to get over things, doesn't need revenge, hejust stands on his own.

I'm not siding with any characters because all of them have done wrong things. But I don't feel right when some people talk about Jisuh like he's so bad due to his revenge and so stuborn that he won't trust Heejae, and Heejae's a poor angel because he feels sorry now ^^'

Please imagine how bad you would feel when you're forced to do the things you don't want to do, to face who you don't like. Then x100 that feeling because now you have to face the thing/person you are scared of to the point of being traumatized. Then x100 that feeling since you realize the one you want to trust knew that trauma and used it against you to make you do what they want.

Then you know that he/she is a great actor, and while they said they had changed and had deleted all the tapes, you still found out - a bag fulled of - many hidden cameras and tapes they didn't show you.

If you're still able to trust them, then you're one heck of an angel, I mean it ^^' For me, I can believe that Heejae feels sorry mostly because I'm "reading" the manga, while Jisuh is not.

I do think Heajae can fix his issues, and Jisuh should learn to trust him and people - again, but it should take time, that is if the author gives them a chance : ))

Am I the only one thinking that what Nemu and Maya need is having serious conversations, not having sex .___. ?
And abt Ruka, I think he likes Maya because Maya has what he doesn't (health) and can do what he never can't, so whether he realizes it or not, I think he just wants to live his life through Maya .___.

Some people may think that Jaeha isn't suit to be in a realationship atm and that Eunho needs to leave him alone, but I don't think so. I mean, if someone keeps hiding behind the door with tons of locks, and nobody knows and makes efforts to break the locks, the person will never go out of that room, on their own - this, I'm sure of it.

And to me, Jaeha isn't so fragile. He's mentally and physically strong enough to make decisions on his own: he runs a bussiness, he's aware to avoid drinking or else he will do stupid things like calling Eunho... He's just afraid of being happy.

So, yes, Eunho's behaviours are rude. However, no one really knows what has happened to Jaeha and be persistent enough to break his shell, even his last partner - and Jaeha doesn't seek help himself - so in this situation, Eunho is the most suitable person to do the job - by his methods, for better or worse. He is not a psychologist, and the gently and loving methods didn't seem to work in the past - and might as well won't do in the future - so those behaviours are natural outcomes to me.

There are times you have to keep pushing to break the door to know the truth inside, despite the risks of hurting someone and even yourself. And ironically, there are times you will do this unconsciously, like everything is meant to be.