Losing your capacity to think, rationalize and connect concepts and notions together, and not having any control over it whatsoever since you can't change your innate brain structuring is probably the most despairing and hopeless thing ever.
My uncle use to be a genius, and he got a brain aneurysm, the surgery saved his life, but he lost the capacity to retain information, he can't even read a book anymore. Was one of the great shocks of my life, he was my role model we use to talk about everything, read tons of books, and now he barely can keep up with a 10 year old kid.
Oh man, these were all such unfortunate incidents but the fact that the teacher and the uncle were, at the very least, able to live with their minds intact greatly past childhood and well into adulthood with well established identities, successful careers, able to meet and exceeded others expectations, is somewhat comforting, to me at least. Now when I think about it, I realize that Heejae couldn't even live through his entire childhood and lead his own future with what he used to posess for a fleeting amount of time. For someone who could've had a really bright future like the intelligent teacher and genius uncle at the very least, it's quite heartbreaking.
While I enjoyed majority of the panty designs (eg. I love how Miko's panty is modelled after a shrine like look which is really geared towards her occupation as a shrine lady) some were quite anti climatic and generic in how they appeared, and in my opinion, should have been further based and specialized according to their hobbies, occupations contextually. A key example of a dissapointing design would be the Goddess panty design, when I first saw her profile I was quite thrilled at the aspect of seeing a grandiose panty design with various beautiful ornaments befitting of a Goddess adorning it and for it to contan beautifully woven intricate patterns but what awaited me instead was a disappointingly uninteresting and forgettable pantsu. On another note I do appreciate how the mangaka has integrated the many of the girl's personality/occupation and poses together (eg. how the ballet girl is doing a ballet pose while showing off her pantsu, I particularly enjoyed that) and also some of the snarky dialogue of the girls which really spices up the experience. Character profiles were overall decent, in my opinion, providing a respectable plethora and variety of characters from different backgrounds. Would have preferred the girls blushing while showing off their pantsu instead of looking at me as if I were a universal abomination but this is just chalked up to individual preferences.
The trashy seme only started even remotely bothering about Suzuki when he found out that he was an omega,, it's so fucking shallow and repulsive especially when you contrast it to the way the seme initially treated Suzuki when he thought that he was a beta. ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ
He seems to have developed an interest when they slept together and realised their sexual compatibility.
And well after the other omega blurted out some very personal things about the past of Suzuki too. As a friend of Suzuki that was a bit too rude. ( ̄∇ ̄")
He needed to be told that there are alphas who are acting really shitty for him to understand that he is actually equally shitty. (I think being told by someone whom he has liked for a long time might have had an impact on him too)
He seems to currently be going guilt though which is why he is being sweet to Suzuki. Coupled with newfound interest ofc.
Overall he is a trashy seme who is terribly guilty and ashamed of himself (like he should prolly be esp since by the time the 1 week is over Suzuki might end up pregnant)... But who is also attracted to the uke and finds him special.
It is finally time... to ride that horse ( ° ʖ °)