This is beautiful. Bro I'm sad Aki has now experienced homophobia but it tells that the world isn't as open as he is, he experienced a great handful of a world that most haven't experienced and it's very telling that they were raised without discrimination. The fact he feels ANGRY shows that there is still things he doesn't understand and how overwhelming that is on him, especially as a child.
You can definitely tell it came from a place in which the sheep knew the consequences of reporting what was did to him in the military, especially if the Sargent was the one who might've planned and sexually assaulted him behind the scenes back then we don't know. Because reporting someone of a status like that in Korea especially, it'll all fall on sheep guy. I can understand THAT much. But unlike the translator and those who may agree with them, I don't exactly condone rpe under any circumstances personally. But I won't deep dive into that topic because some of us aren't ready for that conversation. If anything, I can only understand why he went into a place of insanity because of back then and that is a scar no one can erase. Ummm i don't know what else... just that this was a crazy manhwa and says a lot about the chances of creating your own consequences harming others. (The Sargent, I mean).