but the question here is "is it gay to suck your own dick"
In Bl: When the mc/ml says something to the likes of "I'm straight/not gay" (while being in a gay relationship), using the phrase "originally straight". Just when the character/s denies being attracted to men except the ml, etc. Also noncon and romanticized rape. I don't care about fucked up things in fiction but at least show them as the horrors......
You when a forum is used for it's purpose
I'd recommend you read all of this. Take my advice. If mangago isn't up, go to mangadex. If mangadex isn't up like it wasn't for the past few weeks, go to bato.to. If bato.to isn't up, go on some low-tier manga site like mangakakalot or mangapark or zinmanga. They're shitty and usually have porn ads, but they're all you can settle for. ......
sucking your own dick