I mostly read bl because I get tired of other ones or just because I don't feel like getting out of my zone of comfort but I have tried and got two manga that ain't bl, red fog or something like that and one about a mother who take vengeance on her dead kids bullies and kills them, I am waiting for that one to update and also it is true that some p...... reply
First write two stories ( they don't have to be that good) about how you felt in your life ,kill the two main characters one for committing a crime the other one taking his own life whichever way you want then select which way to go or you could also cut you ankles and wrist so deep go into the bathtub and cut your neck at first it will be desperat...... reply