I guess the MC is the antitode to end this zombie pandemic and that’s why he has to stay alive. The only thing the ML knows tho it’s that if he dies, the whole thing starts all over again, like a game. I honestly feel sooo bad for him, I can truly understand his desperation to keep the MC alive. I wonder how the MC is gonna react now that he knows the truth, I hope they will truly get out alive together cause I have a feeling it might be a bad ending for the ML…
It’s not difficult to understand the ML behavior.
The two of them never met but after this apocalypse they did.
What happens is that everytime the MC dies, the whole thing start ALL OVER again in the same exact way.
The ML is obviously stressed up cause apparently, reading up the spoilers, it seems the MC has died about 20 timens and so he has been regressing all 20 times, seeing him die in all gruesome ways and starting the cycle all over again.
It does honestly sound like a terrible nightmare.
At this point, I think it’s the furthest they have gone together without the MC dying and so the ML must be stressed out cause if before he knew everything that would happen since he already lived it out, this time he doesn’t anymore.
He must feel on edge because he is scared the MC will get himself killed again and he will not only have to witness his death again, but he will have to start all over again and never get out of the loop.
Also I believe at this point, feelings have started to form for him towards to MC to it must be painful to always see him die and that’s why he reacted this way in the chapter…
This is getting more interesting and I’m curious to see how long it will take for the MC to discover the truth since he seems to be linking the pieces together now…
I’m so disappointed with the uke but I didn’t expect anything less than this…when you pine over someone for the longest time, even the smallest chance you get is a win I guess.
I hope he will understand to draw a line after this cause maybe he will realize the top can’t have real feelings for him but I guess it’s gonna go all downhill from now on and he is gonna sleep with him all the time…
Although I love the story telling and how the plot is plotting and it’s not all about s3x in every chapter, I can’t shake this feeling of dread crawling up to me every time I read a new chapter cause I know the little moments of joy and happiness they are touching are just very fragile, almost like they could break. I have this sense of dread that so many bad things are gonna happen, especially once the brother finds out where Jooin is and possibly takes him away and who knows what he will do to him…
I know this eventually is gonna happen but I just wish to see them always happy and carefree just likd in these last chapters…
Is it too much to ask? ╥﹏╥
Read this again after a long time since it’s getting updated with the colored version and honestly I’m so dissatisfied with Mr. Yoon story. Like, are you seriously gonna leave him live with a woman he doesn’t love for the rest of his life, always unhappy and sacrificing himself? Idk man, I feel like there is the need for a redemption for him as well since he has been suffering all his life ╥﹏╥
Obviously, he can’t be with the mc anymore and he already moved on but I feel like it would have been good to introduce a new man for him to love and change his life forever…maybe in the future the author will decide to do a spin off? I truly hope so…
I read the full story and you simply are wrong. The end is just a full side story of how Mr. Yoon and mc got together, that isn’t shown in the beginning. He isn’t a new love interest, it’s the same mc who then later dates his coworker. They simply didn’t actually show the full story of Mr. Yoon and him getting together at the beginning and so the author showed it through the sides stories.
The ending for Mr. Yoon is that he leaves and decide to stay with his wife cause she was kind threatening and at the end, in a poor pity job, the author makes Mr. Yoon pity his wife cause she was obsessed with him since the beginning and had feelings for him forever.
He hugs her when he sees her cry for him and I guess he is destined to stay with a woman that ruined his life bc he pitys her and maybe the author is trying to give their relationship a try, which I totally dislike.
I would have liked for him to stay true to his feelings and meet a new partner who could have given him is real happy ending, whether it be a woman or a man.
This ML is bothering me so much, I truly can’t stand him and it’s obvious that he has some mental instability problems, he is showing behaviors of a psychopath.
But the thing that even get me more annoyed and is that apparently, SPOILER, the MC is actually gonna accept the deal and sleep with him, like how stupid can you!? Ah so annoying…
This story was so toxic but also so addicting definitely not boring at all. I’m glad I was able to read the extras but now what I truly want is a timeskip in the future for Spencer!!
He is so freakin cute and he took it all from his father istg.
And he looks so cute with his childlike affection for Peter and also Cecil.
So I would really love for the author to make a spin off/sequel of Spencer, Peter and Cecil all grown up and see how their love lives unfold!
It would be so cute and honestly, I would love to still get glimpses of his fathers’ life in the future <3
The problem is this.
He is truly toxic and I truly believe he despises the idea of two men being together romantically and that’s why he has no problem having a girlfriend and treating the uke the way he does.
In my opinion he doesn’t see his behavior as a romantic one, but he thinks the uke is his possession in a personal form, definitely this is a psychological aspect that can be scary.
He doesn’t have romantic feelings (yet) but only the ones of profund possession AND obsession and that’s why he doesn’t want the uke to have a life outside him.
Basically he wants to keep his relationship with the girl yet at the same time have the uke by his side as some kinda pet he can always control and have for himself.
This is a scary behavior, totally mentally ill.
I hope the uke wakes up and I actually hope his hyung and roommate will help him realize how toxic this situationship is, he needs to get away from that guy…
He's way to obsessed with him. it's honestly so creepy to date someone that look like your frnd? "FRND",honestly surprised bc moon,and his frndsss didn't notice the similarities.. I don't see him having having affection for her too, whenever they're together he just smile, do what she said, that's it?? There's literally no romantic energy comings from it... He also pay more attention to moon than to his girlfriend.








I read the novel of this one and seriously, this is a whole masterpiece, it’s crazy difficult to wait for a chapter every time
I want for the whole thing to be done already cause it’s gonna get sooo good, their relationship is top tier!
Can i have the novel for thisss
Yes! I keep re-reading it, their emotions were so raw. Pretty great for a BL
where can i find it?