the tutor needs to GO (to the fucking jail). That whole part with him grooming the MC was disgusting.
I may be the only one that actually sees this girl two timing.
"you were a nice memory" bitch please, he is a person with feelings, not a fucking memory
exactly!!! i'm so upset at this woman's lack of morals and going up to him straight to the face and like "oh hello" like WTF have u no shame???
what we assumed after chapter 1 (the bullying and everything) actually happened to Matsuri and not to Harukawa, I'm shocked! When he cried that broke my heart, I hope he accepts himself better and finds someone he loves and that loves him back ╥﹏╥
I knew the mother's husband was a better person than her. I wouldn't be surprised if he was the one that said to her she should see his son back in the day. I still hate her, tho lol
what i take from this chapter is that Sensei's parents abandoning them like that left a huge void in him (the younger brother was maybe too young to get the same impression at the time) and this is the origin of his behaviour towards love (questioning it, doubting it, denying it). I even thought that the problem was that Sensei didn't love himself, therefore nobody could love him. I'm glad they talked it out and are now together (otherwise I would be the one left with a void inside my soul)
Sensei is the youngest
Yh. Besides, some ppl are more aware of things at younger ages than others. The older brother probably understood more about the situation tho and maybe it didn't affect him as much bc he probably felt the responsibility of keeping up traditions with the younger brother abd staying positive
OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT hahahahahaha (￣∇￣") (I feel stupid, but thank you for correcting me)
but yeah, the person above (Mar) actually just (also) proved me wrong and yeah, maybe because he is the youngest he actually felt it even more (now I wanna bury my head in a hole, how could I forget he is the youngest???)
I agreed, they carried it in different ways. Sensei couldn't trust ppl and let they in into his life because he felt that who should teach him to love and be loved has abandoned him. If your parents don't love you, who else will? (sorry, English is not my first language)
It's totally okay hahaha he doesn't look younger than his brother
Ikr? and now I'm confused about their portrayals as kids... was Sensei the smallest kid or the bigger kid? Was he bigger than his big bro even as kids? I'll need to re-read the flashbacks
#－.－) so, he probably feels guilty for rejecting his confession in such a cruel way and now he wants to be roughed up during sex because he doesn't think he deserves love? All of this before he even tried to ask for forgiviness (even if he is not forgiven?). Is he stupid?
The rational of the uke is so fucking stupid. I understand internalized homophobia but the mental leaps for this to be reason to be a masochist is absurd. Why not just make him a masochist to begin instead of this self destructive pity party of one. Worse we have the seme having to be the knight and shining armor when the seme shouldn’t have to deal with some closeted fuckboy, who’s a grown adult who makes his own choices to live this way. He deeply hurt the seme, is a hypocrite, and now apparently needs to be saved by the person he scorned? And of course it will be the seme who chases after him. I hate plots that do this, it’s hard to be a queer man but not everyone of them is some debauched miserable sob
"it will be the seme who chases after him" - just like in a shoujo (especially shinju mayuu) where the girl is treated like garbage and then she is the one running after the guy and humiliating herself. That is the very reason I have a list called "my shoujo exceptions", where I save shoujo stories that don't go like this. I also hate this in stories.
I have a doubt, tho: do you think his pity party of one started only after he met the seme again? I was under this impression, because the guy at the bar said something like "3 or 4 days ago he appeared here", so it made me suspect it was the first time he did something like this (which just makes it worse for me, tbh)
yeah, it just goes to show that he actually didn't change and doesn't care about other people, he still only cares about himself.
daMNN im in love with this thread i just read this manga just randomly and seeing this thread made me agree tbh like yea you know what your actually right.Thank you for this thread made me learn more(⌒▽⌒)
I think Im part of the few who read BL for the plot and not the porn, but when I read plots like I honestly just get so fed up with the genre because it’s the same rehashed shit all the time. Either it’s rape to love. Or some broken to love. Like seriously are all manga/ manhwa characters meant to be so 1D for people to enjoy them? Even if it is a kind of porn, it’s still just as much visual storytelling. So why is that never handled with the same care as lightsaber dicks and almighty yaoi hands?
honestly i gotta 100% agree most yaoi potrays a shit tons of bad plot with such abusive and shit characters but im not blaming the author or anything its just the way maybe they just tend to make it but it would be a breath of fresh air seeing a healthy and slowburn romance through yaoi manga though most people are just gonna be thinking its just fiction dont be so offended etc etc but honestly its my opinion regarding the way the manga overall so i get what your saying but oh well by the end of the day I just don't think too much about it since there are some readers who are butthurt by people's opinion ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
thank you for passing by (pun intended), glad it made you reflect about this (●'◡'●)ﾉ
oh, and that argument a lot of people use of "it's yaoi, what did you expect" sounds really stupid to me, tbh. Just because it's yaoi it doesn't mean the plot is not important, i don't know since when yaoi = plotless (I don't think this word actually exists lol). I also read this because of the plot, and if the plot is good, the sex scenes will be better to read, but when the plot is not to my taste, I don't even bother reading the erotic scenes, I just feel bored. I love when the story has complex characters and sometimes, what they don't say it's what says a lot about them.
(I think part of my reply was meant to other person, sorry lol)
oh, and that argument a lot of people use of "it's yaoi, what did you expect" sounds really stupid to me, tbh. Just because it's yaoi it doesn't mean the plot is not important, i don't know since when yaoi = plotless (I don't think this word actually exists lol). I also read this because of the plot, and if the plot is good, the sex scenes will be better to read, but when the plot is not to my taste, I don't even bother reading the erotic scenes, I just feel bored. I love when the story has complex characters and sometimes, what they don't say it's what says a lot about them.
It's alll gewdddd it was just nice to see comments like this on manga's nowadays becoz most people(from what i observe)are just blinded by the manga so seeing people's opinion really makes you use ya brain
I notice the same pattern here. That's why I never comment on Koisuru Boukun, because I love that manga SO SO much that any comment of mine would make me sound irrational (⌒▽⌒)
Many people read yaoi for the plot as well as porn. I would say majority. It comes down to how they are feeling and what they are up for. That’s the great thing about being on an illegal website with lots to choose from *shrugs*.
In terms of this story, I have a feeling that he does have internalized homophobia that probably doesn’t just stem from him rejecting his friend and not asking for forgiveness. He probably has lots of pain and part of it is hurting his best friend from many years ago.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA THE SISTER WAS SCAMMED AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sorry, i just hate her too much. But also, I don't get what was his plans with the brother... I think he really liked the brother, but at the same time, I don't think they had sex (or that he was raped while he was sleeping), I think that was part of the scam.... But why? What is the point of making him believe they had sex? He scammed the stupid selfish sister and robbed her, he spent some quality time with the brother, but why? And how did he get to use that apartment? I noticed it wasn't his apartment the moment they went in, but how did he get the keys to that place? Did those 2 guys lent the place to him? How those 2 pay for such a luxury flat? I have so many questions now...
who needs an enemy when you have a friend like that? Calling your friend's feelings "shallow" is so disrespectful (even more because you didn't say it to his face, so it wasn't out of kindness). I know this is the "jealous childhood friend trope" but it still pissed me off.
I was so confused during the first panels of chapter 1, who was reading to Azuma? was it his other roommate or was it Tatsumi and what happens after is actually a flashback? Also, I think the principal wants to harvest Azuma's limbs. Ugh. I hope he doesn't succeed if that is the case.