I just realized after rereading it that in the early chapters hyunoh was pretty much in a deep depression and it's hurts me sm because I do relate to him with how heavy his grieve is.
Dear author sama I hope you are happy for torturing us this much, your pillow must be on a ragging fire now I feel half bad please make them life in peace again please ┗( T﹏T )┛
Gyuyoung is the best omg. Our myth kind older brother