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The characters for this manga not japanese but western.
The plot I remembered is: One day the uke mother want to remarried and since his mother looked happy with her new partners, the uke agree but suddenly his future stepfather asked him to sleep with him and if he refused, he will leave his mother. The uke refused at beginning but finally agree to sleep with his stepfather after he see how his mother being hospitalised after the break up. After his mother remarried, his stepfather keep assaulted him to the point the uke cannot bearing anymore and go to hostel( student study far away from family and stay at dorm and going home when they are free). the uke never go back home because he scared with his stepfather. But his stepfather threatened to divorce his mother if he doesnt want to go back home on weekend. At the end, the uke ended up killing his stepfather and accidentally killed his mother too. He sabotaged his stepfather's car. After that, he stay with his stepbrother (seme). The ending, the uke and seme are together. the seme vows he will not became like his father.

Please help find this manga. I read this story before I created the account. I tried to use many tags to find it but still I cannot find it

The characters for this manga not japanese but western.
The plot I remembered is: One day the uke mother want to remarried and since his mother looked happy with her new partners, the uke agree but suddenly his future stepfather asked him to sleep with him and if he refused, he will leave his mother. The uke refused at beginning but finally agree to sleep with his stepfather after he see how his mother being hospitalised after the break up. After his mother remarried, his stepfather keep assaulted him to the point the uke cannot bearing anymore and go to hostel( student study far away from family and stay at dorm and going home when they are free). the uke never go back home because he scared with his stepfather. But his stepfather threatened to divorce his mother if he doesnt want to go back home on weekend. At the end, the uke ended up killing his stepfather and accidentally killed his mother too. He sabotaged his stepfather's car. After that, he stay with his stepbrother (seme). The ending, the uke and seme are together. the seme vows he will not became like his father.

Please help find this manga. I read this stort before I created the account. I tried to use many tags to find it but still I cannot find it

I am so sorry that this is not related to manga. I just feel something wrong with me. I feel lonely and tired. I became sad for unknown reason and suddenly I wish it will end. The people surrounding blamed me because they think I offended them but I dont know. I feel lonely and I wanted to be alone. But at the same time, I want someone comforted me. I really dont know. I just want to let it out. I feel suffocated right now.