I just got blueballed. But it’s okay LOL I think this is for the better, and I really like the approach the author is taking with this story a more “physiological perspective” esp with suah thinking maybe juhyeok’s body is only reacting due to him MARKING HIM FOR YEARS + suah pheromones and not bec he actually wants it.
Suah is/was unbelievably selfish, and his selfish action don’t just have consequences for him but for juhyeok! He ruined juhyeok’s body forever, it’s sad. This is why I want to feel like juhyeok truly chose suah out of love and not convenience (THO, I wouldn’t mind if he didn’t end up with suah at all! But that’s not gonna happen.) anyway, good season 1 kudos to the author !!! I bought half of this story so far on lezhin and i def buy the rest too since it’s 20% off !!
I like the concept, and I like the art. But that’s about it. I try to put my morals aside while reading yaoi because it’s yaoi.. it’s not politics. But this just didn’t need the abuse / rape in it at all it didn’t offer much. In fact, I would rather delete the entire sadistic storyline with ido.
I think it’s cool to feel jealous in a poly relationship. But I wish the MC got jealous of jin and ido more. I wish jin and ido were more like a couple. I wish we forge sene then have sex even without penetration if they’re both tops. Uhh yah that’s it. I rate it 2/5 the story is meh the autonomy was sometimes realllyyyy confusing too. It was a “fun” read I suppose. I wouldn’t let this review discourage you tbh I would still recommend this (if u found it on your own and happen to see this) but I probably wouldn’t recommend it privately because of its flaws. Definitely a story that’s a one time read
lmao i really don’t care if the same still slept with his fwb. Yes he’s inlove with his best friend, but he’s refusing to give him an answer. He doesn’t need to be committed to their non existent relationship. And i doubt he was still sleeping with his fwb anyway !!!
Also, hated that the friendship ended. it’s so lame. It’s common for queer people to maintain a friendship with their ex partner due to the small circle and the fact that there aren’t many gay people in your area etc. Their friendship was appropriate. I don’t mind that the uke was upset by it, it’s fair. but it should’ve been discussed. They just ignored the fwb and that’s lame and pathetic!
and i wish they explored the side couple’s relationship more! would’ve been so cute and maybe make the uke more comfortable with the fwb now that he’s dating someone else. nevertheless i enjoyed it a fair amount just the last 15 chapters where meh.
i do agree that the ending isn’t the best, but i still have hope considering there’s still side stories. So i hope it can focus on them more, and get into depth about the time skip.
I think enjoyed this story a fair amount. I don’t think people can handle such mentally ill characters, which i understand. Jiho was in a way so mentally draining to everyone around him, and he also has an insane need for attachment. He has emotional attachment issues, so i love how the seme gave him time to find himself, and find meaning to life without a partner. I think it was the right thing to do. Sure, we should’ve seen his journey, but i don’t think the time skip ruined the story like people are saying.
I don’t like the storyline with the older brother, but i do understand it i guess. Jiho, again, is just not.. okay and wasn’t okay at that time so he clinged to the only person he knew, which i can’t blame him. He’s young and a little foolish.
U understand wjy the viewers hate the uke .. i just think it was obvious from the beginning how he is, and people should’ve dropped it since then.
I get what you’re saying and I largely agree too with hoping to have seen more of the timeskip after their second separation. But did ppl really hate on the uke that much? I thought that viewers were mostly just disappointed with the ending. Personally, I felt horrible for jiho after everything. Of course, like everyone else, I hated him in the beginning when he was using yoojoon as he did with everyone else and because of what he did to that lil kids ice cream cone . But by the end, I just felt so bad for his character and wanted to see him heal. He was a very unstable and traumatized kid who was systematically trapped and suffocated by the adults in his life. And to be so fucking for real, his transgressions (or at least the ones we as the readers saw) were pretty small to be hated on in comparison to the other people who made his life miserable. Yes, he made dumb decisions, he was self-destructive, he was manipulative, he was an asshole for purposefully bumping into that kid and ruining his ice cream and none of the things he did to hurt yoojoon can be excused. But his father, mother, eunjeongs older brother, the school nurse, that dartboard face bully, eunjeong herself, and everyone else who came AT him with an agenda/vendetta were imo far FAR worse than him and only continued to pushed him to the edge. I’m just glad the author didn’t show jiho completely and entirely healed after they reunite the second time, as that kind of trauma and pain doesn’t just go away, especially in the short timespan of four years.
oof. this is stressful, but it’s for the better. seoin did the right thing ! he shouldn’t ignore nor dismiss it and that’s just not a healthy way to keep going or moving on. They should both process it first. seion is tired of turning a blind eye to every issue and i’m happy for him.
This arc will prob last a while + it’s going to be a very emotional run, but definitely one that was needed.
I do think some distance is good for their relationship. They’re far too attached to each other, it’s just not healthy. They lost all of their personal life in a way and that won’t work for their relationship.
I read the raws, they seem very .. devastating to say the least. They both can’t handle distance yet it is needed ,, i just hope they’ll be happy soon !! can’t see them suffer any longer!










I read all of this in one go; it’s super intense. Definitely worth it. This author is so perfect at doing whatever they’re doing. I really do love their mind and how the story is told. It’s one of the very few bls that show hypersexuality, I think soon we’ll get to see more than just glimpses of his backstory! It’s going to be SO heartbreaking, I’m sure.
I wish nothing but the best for both the ML and the MC.. they’re both just young adults in love ughaa it’s so so good. I’m definitely buying this!! The author is insane