Looking for this one BL with a blonde ML and I think black hair MC, MC is a servant to this whiny guy who is definitely closeted or something. ML is a knight and I specifically remember this one scene where ML tells MC to leave a flipped coin (?) at their meeting spot if he ever wanted to see him . Another scene is Mc trying to sweep in a sandstorm.
Theres no way they gave the brother some development on the LAST CHAPTER like I was l getting so invested during that chapter, wish we got more story on him especially since he wasn’t bad looking b4. Also, did they skin the characters entire dick during circumcision? It’s like the artist went onto paint chose the reddest colour and clicked paint because why is the balls the same colour as the tip .