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kazuxiafyrjs July 24, 2026 11:06 am

I’ve been dreading and anticipating this arc after reading it because of the emotions and thoughts that with it. I pity what Yoojeong but it felt so good to see him break down (I don’t hate him at all! it’s just satisfying) and I kept thinking that while I understand that it’s Jihan’s trauma and he is SO RIGHT for reacting how he did, but as a normal person without trauma, I personally couldn’t 100% understand the weight of Yoojeong’s betrayal.

I’m semi-forcing myself to the push through to the light at the end of the tunnel

    bussybuddy July 24, 2026 11:39 am

    I think for me I can relate. To try to explain it to you: if you trust someone who is lying to you for an extended duration, at some point you're gaslighting yourself, and the when the truth breaks out, your sense of reality, trust in them obviously, but also your trust in yourself, your own senses, your own rationality, your ability to perceive, avoid, or control danger, it all shatters. It's really, honestly scary. Emotionally and physiologically, it feels like an extended panic attack where your whole body is cold and tight and scared, like nothing feels safe anymore.

    Even after the immediate moment, it has echos bc then you're stuck suspecting everyone else in your life bc now you know your trust in a person doesn't mean shit, it just means your betrayer tried a little harder not to get caught.

    As Jihan explained to the other traitor from his past, once you get over that shit storm, cognitively, any subsequent relationship is really hard to earn or build. Bc you're aware of that other person's capacity to really and truly deceive you and overcome your best efforts to find the truth. You are also aware of the fact that they spent effort, that they were deciding again and again over however many days, weeks, months, that your grasp on reality, your right to know what will affect you, their respect for your right to make decisions with full information all meant shit to them. What mattered to them all along was getting what they wanted out of you, your needs be damned.

    I agree that if he wasn't having a strong emotional and physiological reaction, he could have heard the liar's rationale, and I love that the author let him acknowledge that the liar may have had some complicated motivations, but like mc was going through it in that moment and he had a strong learning experience to inform his decision.

    I'm keen to see if it's handled well in the subsequent chapters, and from the work so far, I'm anticipating a solid treatment.

    kazuxiafyrjs July 25, 2026 4:43 pm

    I really appreciate your effort to explain it to me! Thank you so much!! /gen

    Btw I hope you enjoy how the story progresses because I really did :)))

    bussybuddy July 25, 2026 4:54 pm
    I really appreciate your effort to explain it to me! Thank you so much!! /genBtw I hope you enjoy how the story progresses because I really did :))) kazuxiafyrjs

    Hehehe I'm really looking forward to the redemption arc ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

kazuxiafyrjs June 19, 2026 10:45 am

I already typed a whole paragraph BUT IT GOT DELETED anyway

- only cornell deserves to be happy
- the brothers should suffer for all eternity
- idm cornell dying if he dies spiting the brothers and leaving them wounded
- the love triangle dynamic in this story is giving me icks
- aaron is using alter at best, alter has an obsession with aaron, only cornell loves purely
- SO MANY ANGLES TO FUCK WITH THE BROTHERS’ HAPPINESS AND I HOPE AT LEAST ONE IS USED TO FUCK THEM OVER

    kazuxiafyrjs June 19, 2026 10:47 am

    Still gonna read it because the rage it invokes is still an emotion I feel, so…

kazuxiafyrjs May 25, 2026 3:30 pm

Chapter 25
- I fucking hate Jiahn. I could barely get on with the chapter

    kazuxiafyrjs May 26, 2026 4:07 pm

    Just started the second couple, now on ch53, and I gotta say… I’m curious for the development, at least…

kazuxiafyrjs May 10, 2026 6:33 pm

Any sources for raws? Novel or something? I’m desperate to know the emotional progression!!

kazuxiafyrjs April 29, 2026 9:28 pm

Can anyone lmk if there’s a tear-jerking/heart-wrenching arc? I love me some devastation mixed in with the fluff,,, maybe lmk whats a main point of conflict?

kazuxiafyrjs April 14, 2026 7:08 pm

THEY KILLED HIS BABIES!!! THEY KILLED MILO AND MILTON’S SIBLINGSSS!!! THEY KILLED KENDRICKS FIRST PREGNANCY!!!

    I LOVE UKES April 14, 2026 11:03 pm

    Milo and milton aren't Kendrick kids basically, they're the previous queen succubus kids

    kazuxiafyrjs April 15, 2026 1:09 am
    Milo and milton aren't Kendrick kids basically, they're the previous queen succubus kids I LOVE UKES

    Yea but they drank his breast milk, basically they’re his now

kazuxiafyrjs February 8, 2026 4:32 pm

REVENGEEE!!!!!! Dohu REVENGEEEEEE!!!

kazuxiafyrjs January 28, 2026 4:49 pm

I love me a good angst, so here is how I’m hoping it would turn out (though I know it probably won’t)

- koto keeps pushing nagi to his limit (with love )
- nagi ends up hurting koto (physically or mentally, idm)
- koto breaks down, gives up, leaves
- MAYBE a rejection trope/arc of the scale
- deathbed or something along that severity
- nagi de-amnesias and sees koto gone and panics
- in the end, finds koto ALIVE (very important! I’m no murderer!)
- turns back the effect of the rejection or whatnot
- reconciliation and healing arc
- Yua in all this is crying and usually with gil, distancing from nagi until the de-amnesia

Oof I’m giving myself tears and goosebumps in anticipation of this daydream

kazuxiafyrjs December 1, 2025 5:18 pm

Why are the dingdongs pale af at the base?!? Why do the schlongs look like attachments??? WHY ARE THE WEINERS NECROTISING??!!?!

    kazuxiafyrjs December 1, 2025 5:20 pm

    They’re drawn well, and the shading is okay(?), but why is it blue, purple, grey, white? I’d think they were dying

    Mother of Bl December 13, 2025 11:28 pm

    They should just habe lightsaber dicks since some artists can't draw dicks

kazuxiafyrjs November 29, 2025 6:20 pm

Can anyone give the link please? Or tell me how to find it myself, at least?

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