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I know Mokyeon's being so pitiful and desperate but I can't help but feel so sad and depressed for him. He likely keep on insisting he doesn't need the tests done because it wouldn't matter anyway since he was only planning to likely say goodbye to Nanjo and is more worried Nanjo would leave and he would miss his chance. He did keep on saying he just wants to see him one more time for the last time so I reckon he is planning to end it all afterwards. I hope their talk would put some sense into him or would give him a bit of hope.
I hope Nanjo would tell Mok that the best thing he could do right now for forgiveness is to stay away from him. Distance would be good, and at least time apart would help them both look back on things that happened.