guys I think yuta might have MPD or something cus he got big bad trauma. mb the pills is for that??
but if u guys don't understand it much try rereading the official translations - it worked for me and while we still don't know much of what actually happened, it's clear seunghyun effed up majorly and yuta is beyond traumatised and just crazy now (he keeps laughing like wth??)
Idk it's pretty clear to me, he was already sadly accustomed to the hellhole he was living in but then Seunhyun came along, gave him a taste of hope and love for a while before abrutely leaving him behind back to the hellhole. He made him dream all this new life with him only to break it all by leaving alone.
God Yuta's so pretty