Applepi

I don’t remeber much so I’ll describe the character first.
Uke is this grown haired guy with glasses and the seme is this blonde hair northern duke. If i remember correctly the uke got reincarnated as a villain in a story he was ready, so when he was in the story he wanted to change his destiny so he won’t be killed by the northern duke, if i remeber he took a job as this dude who would write good love letters for ppl, and one of those ppl was the main character who needed a love letter for the northern duke bcuz he wasn’t great with words, and that’s all i remember pls helpp i don’t even know if what i wrote was correct

My psychologist said (idk the rest but this is all i remember) to some clients that they can/should get rid of the door or put a cctv camera for the child’s sakes. Idk my mom and my sister would say to me that they should’ve gotten rid of my door since i would lock myself in there, i mean there is a reason for them to worry bcuz I’ve attempted, and sh myself but should u really take ur kids’s door down?

The thing is i feel trap, i can’t even close my door without my mom telling me to open it, ik she’s worried but it feels like i’m not human at this point. When i would get angry or irritated i would go upstairs to my room and lock myself just to have some peace of mind but ever since then my mom would follow me and would nag me to open the door which of course would piss me off, i just wish they would trust me now since i’m not trying to hurt myself, but even that i can’t do, bcuz they’re the reason why i would get irritated and would hurt myself. Thb i’d rather have a cctv in my room than to have my door down.