(Dont remember the detail) the seme (i think the name is Ei chan - called by uke) love the younger uke but afraid that he will ruin uke future (the met when they were young at seme abandon house in seme parent property). They are both working medical field. They lost contact but met again in university then hook up but seme still afraid and hurt the uke. Uke study ( or working) in different country try to come back many time. That is all i remember I know it is a little messy but please help

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