I wish he got angry over the fact that he got literally assaulted on the regular both sexually and physically by jaekyung. To me it just felt like he kept blaming himself and attributed it to “oh he doesn’t love me” baby girl he was raping you. I wanted to see Kim Dan confront him more about all that but up until the end it just felt like he was blaming himself my poor little baby. Kim Dan deserves so much more than what was given to him.