To me it sound as more like Young Hwa likes the real him. The seme hides behind his makeup and his other persona. And Young Hwa is saying he loves him just the way he is there is no reason why he should hide behind the wigs and what not. So he doesn’t mind him wearing makeup and stuff it’s just he does it because he is hiding from himself. That Is what I’m getting but how do others think about what Young Hwa meant.
LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT RAPE, RAAAAPE, isn’t the same as cheating. If you are attacked, or it was not consented, or you were ASLEEP, or DRUNK, if you didn’t say yes, or agree to it, then that is not cheating. Now I can understand the characters shame and “guilt” and fearfulness. But he should no at the end of the day he was loyal to Yuma he didn’t cheat but was a VICTIM. Silence is not consent. Period











Maybe it’s a false ending? Like that’s where she thinks it ends from what’s she’s read…
Damn I hope so cause otherwise I would worry something went really wrong behind the scenes to essentially cut off that whole back half of the chapter.