When you're trying to find some good ass manga to read, but at the same time thinking about Shinee Jonghyun's death...Rest In Peace, you did well.
OP this might help get you into a happy place somewhat. http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/49703/?filter=&page=8
rest in peace
Any good yaoi with bigger ukes? Please and Thank You!
following
also i think these two fit
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ore_no_ushiro_ni_tatsu_na/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/itoshi_no_hige_otome_chan/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/otona_keikenchi/
These are some of the mangas that I've read and tagged
http://www.mangago.me/people/tag/293183/Bigger+uke/