i genuinely don't understand sk obsession w caucasian and "aryan" fantasy w the overtly blue and blonde romanticization , i would've really enjoyed this when I was unaware of my inner prejudice as well but now it all feels so shallow , I know the author is trying to express a meaningful deep passage of hopelessness love etc but the shallowness of it all really breaks immersion lol
It would be fantastic if these authors could js admit their prejudice and not try to justify or rationalise it ,atleast that would be more entertaining








Pausing at 232 for now , gonna read after finals hopefully don't forget anything