She let herself become an indentured slave without pay and those nobles are exploiting her without her consent and even punishing her , she had several chances to escape and live freely while learning how to fight and protecting that bead thing, she could have asked to be a healer or a powerful person or rich or anything yet she asked for a man’s voice. She could ve asked to be a man since she wants to live like one in the future and is afraid to be discovered, the fl is stupid on some level causing misfortune on herself then blame others for it internally.
There was never a mention of her getting paid for becoming a page servant! I think she was doing all of this for free. She literally willingly became a slave.
She let herself become an indentured slave without pay and those nobles are exploiting her without her consent and even punishing her , she had several chances to escape and live freely while learning how to fight and protecting that bead thing, she could have asked to be a healer or a powerful person or rich or anything yet she asked for a man’s voice. She could ve asked to be a man since she wants to live like one in the future and is afraid to be discovered, the fl is stupid on some level causing misfortune on herself then blame others for it internally.