Jeremiah's Favorite

one thing that pisses me off in bl is situations like this. when there's one guy that REALLY want to have sex so he go like "let me put it in, let me put it in" but if he really wanted to have sex with the person he "likes" but the other person is so afraid of it, shouldn't they bottom then? why are you forcing someone to bottom to you when you obviously wouldn't like to bottom yourself?? in bl we always see a top character and a bottom character, with those roles defined since the beginning. it's kinda annoying because reality is not like that and when it is, the "top macho alpha stay-away-from-my-ass" is usually some gay dude bro with internalized homophobia who tries so much to behave like a hetero.
once i ready a manga in which this happened and the guy who wanted to put it in said "then do you want to do me instead?" and he also said it didn't matter because he just wanted to have sex with the person he loves. to me that's how people should behave. i understand that in some bl the character already is presented as an asshole (like seungho from POTN), but here, for example, isn't this guy supposed to be in love with the other dude for a long while? isn't he supposed to be in love with him so much? why would he take him there, emotionally force him to do that and even get excited with the other guy's fear and fuck him harder when he see him fucking CRYING?? wtf is wrong with this dude??

I've read the finished raws, and here's the summary:























- they kept dating and took everything slowly. Yohan was more forward and moogyeong reserved. I like that they prioritized consent and respected what the other was comfortable doing (take notes, yaoi mangas!)

- moogyeong didn't do well on ONE (1) mock exam and yohan was EXTREMELY guilty about it (he thought he was distracting moogyeong from his study) like seriously he was so down eventhough moogyeong said it was ok, he just couldn't concentrate during that one exam (because he kept daydreaming about him... and yohan... doing things...)

- yohan suggested they take a temporary break from each other until moogyeong finished his exams, but it just resulted in a lot of angst and tears on his part (he cried a lot, poor puppy). Luckily it got resolved soon, because apparently moogyeong got an early acceptance to a top university, so there was no need to worry about grades as long as he graduated phew

- yohan met moogyeong's mom! He dressed to the nines and bought flowers for her and she was quite taken with him, it was sweet

- the two of them went to a seaside for moogyeong's graduation trip... and they got to second base. I'm proud of my sons.

- yohan knew it was impossible for him to go to the same uni with moogyeong (bc it was a top uni) but he promised that he'd go for a nearby uni. He asked if they could live together, and moogyeong agreed!


Some extras from author's note:
- yohan studied really hard and got accepted to a uni near moogyeong's.
- yohan's parents divorced soon after yohan graduated, and as a token of guilt/conscience they left the house to him. He and moogyeong lived together there.
- yuri got in the same uni with moogyeong and often gave yohan shit about it lmao


Some unresolved plot points:
- yohan still has a Lot of insecurities regarding his relationship with moogyeong
- moogyeong is still afraid to be openly affectionate with yohan in public. One time he rejected yohan's kiss and yohan was so hurt, and it's something that hasn't been resolved yet.
- MOOGYEONG STILL HASN'T SAID "I LIKE YOU" TO YOHAN I CAN'T BELIEVE
- what's up with yuri's conflict? I don't understand a thing about it, only have a feeling that it has to do with his sister (?)


All in all, great webtoon. Really sweet and slow and innocent. I love it so much, hope the author carries on writing it.

I want to see him survive to have a happy and loving life with the doctor. For the boyfriend I want him to regret for everything he did or much more worse

So, I see a lot of comments about how this is based on a novel. I find the novel and read the letters from each person...now I am at work wiping away my tears!!! I debated a long time before I started reading this manhua and like many of you, I have literally cried with every chapter. It's HEARTBREAKING!!! :O(

he reminds me (in the daytime) of sakamoto

Chapter 11 and 12 got me crying, I can't with this, hooni deserves better than this, ugh, him not knowing what it's like to have a friend and being so happy...

Oh my God, I love this so much. Like… this maybe became my top favorite manga in just a few hours :o
Don't read further if you haven't read until chapter 21





I love everything about it : the musical atmosphere is just amazing, it is so well described, mostly thanks to the great tension within and between the characters. I can totally relate to how Haruki is feeling in the latest chapters, his sense of inferiority compared to the others… Everything is so realistic. I love all the characters! Not a single one of them is a bad guy or anything. They're complete, true, honest characters with flaws and qualities and it's what makes this manga so great I think! Of course, I didn't like the """attempted rape""" on Haru from Aki but Aki isn't a bad person. He would never have done it until the end, I think he didn't even think about it. I'm not excusing him but I think that he was just filled with so much anger and sadness and mostly violence that it was the only way for him to express it. I think he didn't even see Haruki when he did it, he probably was thinking about Ugestu.
Uenoyama and Mafuyu are so fricking cuuuuute! That kiss on stage was just one of the most beautiful moment I ever saw in a yaoi ! I just want more moments with them, they need their fluffy moments haha. Of course, they're still kids and their love is very young but I kinda wish we could see the development in their relationship. They went from "both thought it was a one-sided love" to "dating" really quickly and we need to see more of them!!
But anyway, this is a fantastic read, can't wait to see more. Sorry for the long comment, really needed to say all this :) ^^
Only thing I regret : Uenoyama was the main character at the beginning and now I feel like he's a bit too much in the background. I think he is maybe the most wonderful character of this manga because he's so full of passion and cute and blunt <3 so yeah, really want to see him more!

lolol, I can't... all these misunderstandings! I love Yuan Chun's bunny vision. ^-^ I don't want to suspect Hua Xi Ren, but how does he show up at the right moment every time? He must have super powers, lol! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Man, it's going to be difficult to keep up with these names, especially in this doesn't update for a long time.

I'm just going to make a list for myself and update when I need to.

1. Zhou Shen Ying - Main character
2. Hua Xi Ren - Best friend/Childhood friend
3. Xue Bao Chai - Class president/Basketball star
4. Jia Yuan Chun - Chairman of Di Chen Technology/Bunny man
5. Lin Dai Yu - ? President of the Kooky Clan/Garden enthusiast
6. Jia Ying Chun - Bullied cousin
7. Shao Zu - Older cousin

I will be thankful if the ppl who are translate this manhua ,translate this one too cuz it's really beautiful
http://m.kuaikanmanhua.com/mobile/551/list/