Ah im pulling my hair off here. Any other BL like this? Just to give me the strength to wait lol..
Ey is it bad that I want to Uke to cry.. Maybe Im missing something here but I was hurt with the way he spoke to the director.. Can we have an arc where he loses patience and the uke get's slapped with the realization that he does like the director?
Almost every scene makes me wanna cover the screen, the cringe is too strong in this.. I dont dislike it, it's very cute but DAMN. I'll continue reading, but it's teasing my limit lol
I swear I leave some of these reads alone for days cause the second hand embarrassment is so strong
ME TOO, THE SECOND HAND EMBERASMENT IS A LOT IN EVERY CHAPTER
AAHH I love this so much it's hard to wait.. fellow people.. please point me to where I can find the novel and to which fukin chapter this is in.. I am pulling my hair out already.
I love this so much.. I feel sooo nice.. This manga edges us too badly but when it finally gives us this treat it was well worth the wait... Does this say something about me? LOL
Okay okay... I knew something was up BUT still keeping him on the Green Flag list.. BORDERING Yellow..
I was honestly surprised when he started vomiting, my pesimistic brain is reacting, please let me be wrong..
AAHH I JUST READ THE RAWSS. THIS IS PAINFULL FUUUUCCK. I mean I love it but DAAMMN.. Let this Marinate.. if you see this, LET IT MARINATE PLEASE lol
AH my heart. Dont you just love it when it aches? I see a good BL by how it makes my heart feel. The more pain there is, the better. THOU I wish I let this marinate a bit more, i didnt want to be left feeling this way. Time to read the fluffiest of mangas/fics I can find..
Anywhere I can read the raws? Novel?
THIS IS KIND OF A SPOILER. But this is my honest thoughts on it.
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.Is it just me that feels like it should have ended in episode 26? When things finally ended? When he finally died... This was heart wrenching, every chapter made me wanna cry, my heart ached so bad. I never wanted a relationship to end in death before. Then the second arc happened. Like it brushed off everything that happened. If I was in that spot I wouldn't even communicate to him. If its in the sense that he stayed and endured the suffering because he loved him he should have just avoided him to stop the other guy from feeling sadness and despair, the proper sacrifice.. Maybe I am just not thinking properly and didnt really understand, if that's the case, I apologize. I just really got into the story in a way that I wanted him to just sleep peacefully at last.
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i get you!! but to be fair Aeroc did realise he had to stay away from them after Kloff rejected his second whatever invitation. But ‘fate’ made him his advisor and it just sort of went from there. I’d be satisfied with the first timeline ending too bcs Aeroc wanted to atone for his sins that way. But hear me out… when he asked Kloff to tell him I love you even if its a lie I kinda wanted to scream bcs now he died with literally nothing left. Now the second timeline however, yeah i agree its like brushing a lot of things off. ESPECIALLY how Kloff felt about Aeroc in the beginning. I feel like he never mentioned to Aeroc he was disgusted w himself for desiring him bcs hes supposed to be an alpha and thats why he was so cold and dismissive to him at times and wanted to mask that disgust by courting Rapiel. and Aeroc took that as ‘he never loved me anways….’ or something like that. Atleast to me that was what was missing as much as Aeroc did smthing awful i feel like he never got over how devastated Kloff was when Rapiel died. He deserved a bit of closure. sorry for rambling LMAO this is just my opinion i could be wrong too
No I totally get it.. It was a whole bag of miscommunication, prejudice, and self inflicted pain on both sides and they kept holding onto it till the end. This story is beautiful but not in a bittersweet way. It's hurtful and deep like you get stabbed with a dull knife but at the end if soothes warmly.
I feel like my body needed to release emotional tension and this helped lol..