It’s like a gun shot wound. That’s what I felt when Moogyum purposefully bought another bear just to prove to Hajoon that’s he’s not special.
When I read that part, my heart just couldn’t take it. The ache that I felt almost made me sob. It hurt to witness such action just to know you’re not the special one.
I really hope that no one feels that way.
That bittersweet feeling when you know it’s ending always gets me when I’m reading. It’s always so upsetting finding myself smiling like an idiot to frowning when I reached the ending.
I just wish this kind of things can happen to me too, my own lucky charm.
May those who read this find their own lucky charm in life.
Leaning towards the end, a realisation, more of a thought start to hit me more than before.
‘What happens after death?’
I sometimes think to myself, how it would be to be born into a richer family. Then came the thought of death. Don’t get me wrong, my family is very loving towards me, and gave me everything they could. For that, I am grateful to them.
I digress. When it comes to the afterlife, so many fantasies of it flows through my head. Will I be reborn? Drifting through earth? Lay in darkness? To be honest, I’m scared. I guess it’s up to one’s way of life/upbringing in how they perceive death the ‘life’ after death. I’m just rambling at this point.
May those who read this have a blissful life.
When Haebeom started his confession of love for Ho about outliving him a day to prepare everything before he meet him again in the afterlife, I broke down.
I can’t believe words can be that beautiful being put together like this. I just wish that, maybe one day, I get to experience this kind of love too.
May everybody who read this have a happy life.







I really appreciate the flow and plot of this story. From disapproval from society all the way down to relationship itself. Not all stories have happy endings, and not all endings actually meant it is the end.
Nearing the end, it made my heart ache to realise how staying with one person can become boring one day. I’m scared to be in that position. Who wouldn’t be. To seeing someone who looks at you so adorably to someone who looks at you like an academic textbook.
To those who read my yap, I hope that you have an everlasting love filled with happiness.