ik that nanjo played an important part of mokyeons life, but nanjo legit told mokyeon to leave him alone and never contact him. im not sure why mokyeon still wants to see him after being rejected like 10 times. hes already talked to him once so whats even the point of trying again. like even if nanjo agreed to meet then what would mokyeon even say?
ok guys wow new theory just dropped so i believe that nanjo secretly does like mokyeon but doesnt want to admit it bc hes scared that he'll lie/manipulate him again. like theres a few panels where nanjos face softens when mokyeon confesses to him but then switches up like nothing happened. idk thats kinda amongus sus to me or maybe im just delulu. also for everyone saying that nanjo picked the twink in the end and blaming him for it he DID NOT pick the twink like he's literally just trying to apologize for seeing mokyeon on the side but he doesnt want to still date him or anything. honestly idk how this will end up fr like everyone needs to go home and see a therapist especially mokyeon like why are you running around undiagnosed man pls sit down but yeah nanjo cracked me up in this chapter like he dgaf
dude if mokyeon fr cared abt nanjo he would take accountability for manipulating nanjo and walk out of his life forever. like he da wanted forgiveness for all the pain he caused him like no bitch holy shit. he couldve been like "im sorry for all the pain i caused u and ill understand if u dont wanna forgive me for what i've done so im walking out of your life to finally give you some peace" and like get up and walk away BUT NO he just had to do that im crine someone hug me rn
This whole story has lived up to its title. Mixed emotions, different sides to one story, all of it crashing down on one another. The fact that you can see justice in each character is top-tier narration in itself. You don't know who's right or wrong, and that's the beauty of this story. On one hand, you can see that Mokyeon's actions are fueled by his rough backstory of never receiving love as a kid. He finds comfort in Nanjo like no one else and wants to stick with him till the very end. On the other hand, you can see through Nanjo's story on how he was manipulated from the very start by Mokyeon, who blackmailed him and fed him white lies until he reached a breaking point and stood up for himself against the person who's been causing him all this pain. Heck, even the twink, who had been manipulative from the beginning, was the only one Mokyeon could run to in the end who actually let him inside to explain himself. All these factors played an important role in the story, and I'm so excited to see where it ends up. It's definitely not your average "top gets whatever he wants from the bottom despite all his actions". Mokyeon has to learn the hard way that his actions genuinely have consequences in the real world, and not everything is going to be handed over to him on a silver platter. And I'm so glad Nanjo was written as someone who doesn't let shit slide.


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