Guys recommend me a manga where a gay guy specifically says he won't make a move on a straight guy and the straight guy really wants him to and is just generally pining
Definitely this one, it’s really cute too
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/joy/
Okay I've read a bunch of these already but I'm kinda looking for like any BL that has a "straight" fudanshi who suddenly can't help but be reminded of the guy they fell in love with like a particular scene where they're like it's not the same anymore everything reminds me of him idk if that makes sense cuz I vaguely remember reading a manga that has that particular scene.