He feels like he was only loved/cared because his beloved only see him as a child to protect or someone to protect and tei still can’t understand what he feels for shuraka and besides if the two just sits and spill everything now it’s just going to go more misunderstanding because tei still don’t know what he feels and this is where shuraka would be more insecure because tei would be silent if shuraka would confront him about his feelings because tei thinks shuraka feelings for him is gratitude or attachment because tei stayed so in other words instead of tei telling what he feels he would just say “what you feel is just gratitude” or he would lie about something










my ears echoes with ringing sound and it hurts, while my tear and snobs are mixing together, and i feel so suffocated i keep hiccuping and at the very end i finally lost it and cried my pillows wet
the ending is too sad but refreshing from the other stories i have read i swear tiktok is too scary for stuff like this sometimes
you might never forget your twin if you pretend to be them but what will happen to you, who now knows the truth about his secret and carried it all day that makes you guilty i still can’t believe that i never saw this manga this is probably the most heartbreaking story i had read so far it’s so pure the pove they had is so pure T^T
shit as i said tiktok is scary i soon i just opened it i saw angst arthur x merlin when arthur died T*T