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Looking for some stuff with self harm in it, bl, yuri, fantasy, anything goes, just help me with some recs pls

I feel empty waiting for the new chaps so here's a short summary what I'm looking for:

- Something that follows an mc as (s?)he grows and surprises everyone with his skill

- some elements of secrecy: like the mc tries to hide that he's strong or just an mc that does not try to show it off (but not the I'm trying to live a normal life thus I'm laying low shit)

- I honestly don't care whether it's manga, webtoon, manhua or whatever, I just need some new shit (maybe a little less preference for manga cuz ive been reading that a LOT)

- Basically something like the beginning after the end

- Please help the cliffhangers of the comic named above are giving me mental blue balls

Can't remember the title but there was this guy who got dragged into the isekai with 4 of his friends and died on day 1 and was allowed to reincarnate again an gained multiple waifus and became so strong that his status began glitching and he even made a waifu out of this random fucking goddess.

Hoping any of you fellow isekai degenerates know it!

here i am, the oh so high maintenance Pyonno!
i really want friends to talk to about stuff like manga (yaoi, yuri and comedy are my specialties (๑•ㅂ•)و✧) anime (i watch almost anything airing) or some phone games (like love live).
i have some irl friends but i kinda have to uphold this image with them of the meme-ing, always happy and ditzy and never serious me. which basically is me automatically most of the time.
and even though i feel close to them i just cant find myself to be able to talk about more serious stuff.
i have always wanted at least one friend which i could be really close with.
as a person i could say about myself that i have a certain humor that could be explained with using the traps are gay types of meme and studying the art of hentai.
i also like yaoi and gay ships and can gets really excited about stuff but i stay out of the HFJHGHDGSH zone of fangirling.
i may sometimes say borderline offensive things but i really want to be friends with someone.
please message me on line if you'd want to be my friend.
my id is pyonnyo

but i cant remember the name
anyway it started with the younger main character who stabbed a bunch of people and ended up in a police office and stuff.
i think he started telling the story of why he did it but anyway he is a psycho who grew up in an abusive enviroment and he stabbed his mom to death with a bunch of scissors? he also killed the fish of the older main character (who is like his older brother) because the fish got more attention than him? and more stuff like the pycho younger one attacking the girl the older one likes. etc does someone know it i was really far into the story but i forgot to check it and i forgot the name aaaaa