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desid August 14, 2026 6:11 am

interesting look at the translations, "insects that swarm around love" or the eng translation "parasite of loneliness"

its something you read when you're lonely and tired of dating, parental issues clinging on like something you can't wash off you. great art, really sits between that sexual - psychological horror niche im always down to read

at the core of it, its a person trying to find happiness tru conventional heteronormative standards, and the effed up lengths she goes to achieve it

there's like a couple more chapters around, tho im not sure if its completed

desid August 3, 2026 4:36 am

I think it's interesting. The ML is a red flag waving in the wind, but he has MC's "best interest at heart" . Standing at 81 chapters, it has decent pacing. MC's character development was really nice! She doesn't take shit lying down, but there's a vulnerability to her she gets to explore with the ML as the "eldest daughter" who had to keep everything bottled in.

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desid April 6, 2026 4:45 pm

i can only remember the 2nd couple, guy was a red-haired asshole (bottom) who was going through some stuff. he was being paired off with a bar/restaurant owner from my recollection but I cant remember shi*. this red haired guy wanted to be romantically involved with the bottom from the first couple(?), i remember him being the cover of it while kneeling(?)

    Silly April 6, 2026 4:39 pm

    Wait I reading something like this a long time ago....maybe I've gone bonkers but is this second couple from 'Here U Are' ??

    Silly April 6, 2026 4:40 pm
    Wait I reading something like this a long time ago....maybe I've gone bonkers but is this second couple from 'Here U Are' ?? Silly

    I remember reading*

    desid April 6, 2026 4:44 pm
    Wait I reading something like this a long time ago....maybe I've gone bonkers but is this second couple from 'Here U Are' ?? Silly

    no you're right, but it isn't this

    i remember the red haired guy liking the bottom from the 1st couple, and being the cover on mangago while he's kneeling?** (might be my schizophrenia talking)

    desid April 6, 2026 4:46 pm

    (forgot that if i edited the responses disappear)

    this is not from Here U Are, but the plot point is similar!

    Mioro April 6, 2026 5:00 pm

    My suha(?

    desid April 6, 2026 5:03 pm
    My suha(? Mioro

    YES! Thank you!!!! I also was just re-reading my old comments on stuff

desid December 5, 2025 11:03 am

2 office workers (one from sales, the other from design) get drunk and make a competition out of jerking off. It ends up with them being f buddies. It's pretty sweet with them growing together in the relationship. Guy from sales ends up going to design.

Bottom is a beefy man. This s was one of my faves and now I can't find it

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