if i wanted to look at a traumatized person abusing another traumatized person i would have went to a family reunion
in all honesty it gets repetitive at some point, as if
a) showing semblance of kinda sorta progress
b) author does not know how else show that they are SEVERELY TRAUMATIZED
feels honestly monotonous and circling, i can see what's coming next from a mile away
girl are you for real gonna fall in love with a man who treated you like that in the 3rd mf chapter??? damn even his sob story sucks