Dark Sea

I want everyone to cut all ties and continue living their lives HAPPILY cause atp everyone is making everyone else miserable + succumbing to ur feelings towards ur abuser is js not it

This was honestly such a hard read. Every reason for their actions didn't justify why they felt the need to do that at all. Seriously, who would force someone to have sex with them and BREAK their fucking leg/knee (idfk anymore I'm actually tweaking with rage as I speak) during it all, just for that person to stay within their grasp? So much happened to Han Jichan, and it wasn't even shown how Mido tried to make up for his actions. He was even proud that he was the version that Jichan feared the most. Sure, Jichan clung onto the past version of him but Mido seriously did NOT need to resort to rape just so that Jichan could understand how he (mido) was manhandled. Poor guy already suffered so much trying to go back to his "family". In the end, Mido still wasn't aware what Jichan went through to get to where he is now. And good GOLLY GOSH, the redemption arc was so FORCED. I couldn't help but retort in disgust whenever Mido would try to act genuine. I hate how Jichan just accepted him with open arms cause he was horny. I'm honestly still in shock with how I stayed in hopes of the characters having character development but HOLY shit. I regret even reading this whole thing before bed cause I'm probably gonna get nightmares because of how normalized rape is in a lot of manhwas. The only proper ending I can think of for rapists is jail. If not jail: suffering, and atoning for their sin until the victim forgives them fully will do (it has to be timed good cause I'm so fucking sick of having to gasp in disbelief whenever I see em fighting on the chapter before having sex