I love myself bl is my life and i cant live w/o my cats i ve 12 cats btw but one died cz of food poisoning when he poop theres blood thats made me worried to death also when he puke theres a lot of bubbles and it was green colored hes 1 month y/o i came back from training and found him laying down his eyes opened and he doesn't even move i hurried call the vets that take care of cats which is on a bad situation like my cat but they refused to take it they say im the owner i responsible on his situation i was mad lile a dog that time and its already too late to save him my mom buried him at the backyard im just 15 y/o what am i supposed to do i really want to save him drive to vets? like i know how to drived i really traumatize saw my cat on that situation from that on i pay much attention to my cat i buy expensive wisker for them i showered them i always check their water if its cold i would changed it to warm water untill now his 3 siblings is so healthy i dont allowed them get out from the house cz im paranoid but all of them are big now just 7 month y/o they only go out when its on daylight they came back home before 7 to 9pm they just playing at parking lot and backyard if theres others big cat around they will stay in the house untill its gone they dont deserve to be lock in the house forever they all have their freedom theres nothing to worried about when they know how to take cere themselves right now the mother of them have a new born kitties its also had 4 kitties one of them look like the one got buried that made me pay attention to every things they do for this 3 years i take care of my cats i didn't read bl that much in 1 month i opened browser 2 to 3 times but now all of them are so healthy can take care of themselves i only do what i have to such as feed them changed the water gave them bath play with them the rest i do whatever i want theres one thing i really really worried is ive wait 'under the green light' for one year now i miss jin and his potato
